(via TumbleOn)Last year I suffered from depression and was suicidal for a few months. Every night before I went to bed I would draw a building, inevitably the building that I would have jumped off that day, eventually after seeing a psychiatrist I stopped drawing. I didn’t need to anymore.
A few days ago I was cleaning my room and I moved my bed to show a little skyline of buildings. It reminded me that things do get better, maybe not today or tomorrow, but they do, and also that there is so much to live for, who knows maybe my soul mate is in one of those buildings, maybe a new friend. (yeah i know a stupid cliche, but what if there was and you lost that opportunity?)
I don’t know where you are in life but i can tell you things get better, sure life can be very shit, im not going to lie and tell you things will be brighter tomorrow because thats bullshit and everyone knows it. You are going to feel bad for a while and IT’S COMPLETELY NORMAL. you need to find new things to entertain you, new things to keep you busy and slowly the pain will go away- if not today, tomorrow, hell it might take you years- but things will get better eventually.
You’ll find someone who cares about you, family, friends, bf, gf who loves you and accepts you even though this little thing that will soon be insignificant in your life happened. Don’t let it define you as a person but learn from it and become stronger- because you’re better than that. you’re amazing and capable of anything, the strength you show in your darkest times is what shows everyone out there who didn’t give you a second chance a big “f*** you” sign.
Its easy for someone to say “just try to be happy” or “you determine your own happiness” but sometimes its not that easy…
If you were waiting for a sign not to kill yourself this is it.
If you’re feeling sad please see someone, or tell someone and remember-
In the end everything is going to be okay. If it’s not okay, then it’s not the end.
I love you, and i’m here for you if you need anyone xxxxx
reasons to love america:
1. freedom
2. puppies
3. puppies with freedom
I work in the best store ever.
HOW TO SURVIVE A HEART ATTACK WHEN ALONE
Let’s say it’s 6.15pm and you’re going home (alone of course), after an unusually hard day on the job. You’re really tired, upset and frustrated. Suddenly you start experiencing severe pain in your chest that starts to drag out into your arm and up into your jaw. You are only about five miles from the hospital nearest your home. Unfortunately you don’t know if you’ll be able to make it that far. You have been trained in CPR, but the guy that taught the course did not tell you how to perform it on yourself..!!
NOW HOW TO SURVIVE A HEART ATTACK WHEN ALONE…
Since many people are alone when they suffer a heart attack, without help, the person whose heart is beating improperly and who begins to feel faint, has only about 10 seconds left before losing consciousness.
However, these victims can help themselves by coughing repeatedly and very vigorously.
A deep breath should be taken before each cough, and the cough must be deep and prolonged, as when producing sputum from deep inside the chest.
A breath and a cough must be repeated about every two seconds without let-up until help arrives, or until the heart is felt to be beating normally again.
Deep breaths get oxygen into the lungs and coughing movements squeeze the heart and keep the blood circulating.
The squeezing pressure on the heart also helps it regain normal rhythm. In this way, heart attack victims can perhaps buy precious time to get themselves to a phone and dial 911.
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Reblogging cause this could save someone’s life
Im reblogging this forever
